Somebody had to die

My sin. Its ugly, its aweful, its shameful, and its overwhelming. The wages of sin is death. My sin, the shameful deeds that only God has seen. The terrible things that I have done. Every lie that ive told, every person that Ive hurt. All the filth. Everything deserves death. Me. Im the reason that Jesus had to die. It was him or me, and he chose himself.
It hurts to know all that he did so that I can be free. So that I can live. Me, the one who has sinned time and time again. Ive been ashamed of him, yet he died for me.
Somebody had to die, it was him or me, he chose himself. Now I choose him. Choose him to rule my life. I choose to die so that he can live in me, and through me. The wages of sin is death,but the gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord.