Ive decided

so, I am planning on going to Ontario next month, I plan to stay there for the summer. It'ss be fun, but I am such a baby that I dont know what Ill do without my parents, and Matt and Fran, and Dan and Han. I will miss them so much. sheeesh. Why does growing up have to be this way. Decision making can be so difficult. Should I, shouldn't I? Will I regret it when I go? Will I be miserably unhappy. Am I only going to avoid making real decisions about my life? Am I delaying the inevitable?
Sheesh.
But, I have decided, that right now, I have to leave here. I have to go away, I have to.
Will I be home in September? I sure hope so. How will this decision affect the rest of my life? I don't know. But I just have to trust that God is looking out for me.