Weighed Down (My Battle)

Weighed down by the guilt
of a thousand bad choices
Beat up again
by this pride that deceives

Wrecklessly living
for selfish ambition
with nowhere to run
or to hide from your face

Why am I
in this place again
why can't I
just never let go of your hand

You tell me you love me
but I just cant listening
I'll find my way out
of this wreck on my own

I know you're the healer
but I dont think Im broken
So I just keep trudging
this world all alone

Why am I
In this place again
Why can't I
just never let go of your hand

Your always calling
but Im seldom falling
to my knees
which is all I can do

Finally with hands
that are lifted to Heaven
Im giving this battle
to you

Why am I
in this place again
Help me God
to never let go of your hand