Sunshine(not feeling sunny inside)

The sun is shinning. I was starting to think that sunshine was just a myth. But nopers. I love the sun. It makes me happy. But wanna know what I hate? being a non smoker, that doesnt so much make me happy. It makes me angry and frustrated and sad, and really very screwed up. Im going nuts. I know someday Ill be very thankful for my choice to become smoke free. But today, not so much!!!! I kinda want to punch people and stuff, and yell and then cry. But hey, its day #4, and Im still going. That is something that I can smile about. And of course the sunshine. I think God just knew I needed the sun to shine or I would uno, hurt someone!!!!! I know you laugh, but, NOT JOKING!!!!!!! And I also decided that whoever invented the flaming stick of death was an idiot. The stupid tobacco companies getting rich, feeding off peoples deadly addiciton. Yea, well, guess what, not me, not any more!!!