the 11th

Well, it's April, half way through by now. The 11th was my moms birthday. Also it means that my wedding is only 4 months away. Wow time is flying.
I had given up on marriage, on love. Slowly I watched my older siblings and their fiends get married, thehn I watched as my own friends started meeting their true loves and it got a little harder for me to watch. And then, I started to see the younger "kids', the ones I councelled at camp and remember as kids get married. And I gave up. I decided God must want me to be alone. it was hard to deal with, bu I was learning to let go. and finally, one day in April, at Jamie and Penny's wedding, I met a boy. We talked for a while and went our seperate ways, he went home to bed, I went home and couldn't sleep cause all I could think of was that boy. David. Then we started to hang out, and let me tell you. I knew. From like the second week of dating. I knew he was the one God had planned for me. And all that is history now, we are in the homestretch to our wedding. I have so much left to learn about what love is. I have so much left to learn about being a wife of noble character, but I pray that God will teach me and guide me and mold me into the woman he has called me to be, the woman that David needs. Thank God for his blessings, for his greatness. His goodness to us despite our sin. Praise God.